what happened?

I am not
HAPPY
CONTENTED

I am
ALONE
DEPRESS

I can't sleep.
Thinking why this happened to me.
I can't close my eyes.
My mind just keeps on working.

PLEASE, all i'm asking for is HAPPINESS. that's it.
seems like the more i ask for it, the more it goes away.

when will the day come?

2 more years...and then i will no longer see them. I won't be hurt anymore.