so i didn't have the chance to watch Avril's concert last night because nobody wants to go with me. I really can feel that i'm damn lonely. wish I have someone who can spend time with me...friends, where the hell are all of you? have you forgotten me, that i still exist? this is one of the reason why i want to live in other place, because i feel terrible here. as in my social life is like only 10% of my being. ahhhhhh! i missed it, but i can't do anything, can't blame anyone but myself. OKAY have a good life, myself! please........iwanttobehappy!!!